11:47 AM Tuesday, July 08, 2003
This hasn't been easy for me. Know that aside from the pain, I have never felt more cruel... and more incapable... in my life.
But it is liberating. And I know, I am on the right path this time. I owed myself this single time for so long now... and I owe myself the chance to be in love with a guy... who I can wholeheartedly say I am attracted to, I see a future with, I am willing to commit to and I can see myself growing old with...
Big dreams for a woman who is still very much, a girl at heart...