8:41 AM Tuesday, January 06, 2004
I am going through a really tough time right now... and going about it like the perfect adolescent... angry, moody, detached, unmindful of where to strike blame or need... raging against anything and everything... feeling that the world owes me big time... feeling all kinds of hurt and offended... believing that I have been treated unfairly and unjustly and undeservingly... lost... suffocated... desperate... and full of pride and arrogance...
You just know you've lost your battle already when there is no humility in it...