MEComposing

Funny how that particular weight can bring back so much pain.

My son was standing on the weighing scale this morning, and we saw that he's now ten kilos heavy.

My late nephew Py was always thin. And he was stuck in ten kilos for a long time, and he was already two years old when we discovered the cancer.

All the fear, all the pain, all the ugly, bitter memories... they're suddenly back again. And I can't help but feel some sort of guilt again, and an immense gratitude, that my son is very healthy.