4:10 AM Sunday, September 28, 2003
And I wonder why we hold on
with tears in our eyes,
and I wonder why
we have to break down to just
make things right.
And I wonder why
I can't seem
to tell you goodbye
yeah, I wonder why
I'm no angel
with my selfish pride
but I love you more every day.
It's nice to have realized yet again that am free of Alvin... and that i'm really happy for him...
It's sad to realize yet again that it was wrong to not have allowed for some little bit of innocence to remain in me...
LOVE, not with expectations, but with hope...
Alas... there will be no rest yet for this tired heart and wandering soul of mine...
