9:50 AM Tuesday, September 16, 2003
I once defined/described PERFECT FLINGS as:
there were no commitments
there were happy times
and then there would be no guilt afterwards
no sadness
just really great memories of being together with someone for sometime....
And I've also always told myself that I'm not made for this... for ultimately, I tarnish whatever I may have with changes in hopes and dreams... or my usual drive-your-loved-one-away-to-preserve-yourself-from-pain habit...
Which can really take the fun out of the experience of being with someone... of knowing him... of perhaps, truly loving him...