MEComposing

goodbyes are inevitable... as well as sacrifices...
it's just that there are things you can embrace losing, because of a greater end, a more beautiful reward...

Most of these are just temporary. And some of them is mostly due to the fact that am having a harder time at it. Of course, there will be other things i'll be saying goodbye to completely... like my sanity and peace of mind.

But i'm delighted (albeit, very dizzily) to say I am embracing this new adventure with much love, much hope and much faith. And I am blessed to have the love and support of family and friends as I embark on this journey i've been dreaming of and longing for since I was a child.

I know I am made for this. And may I prove that I truly deserve this gift, this honor.

I reserved myself a copy of Harry Potter and the Deathly Hallows at National Bookstore. I also kidded my sister that I might not go to the cemetery that day, even if it would have been Py's 4th birthday. (of course, that's a joke ahehe... which in a weird way pulls at my heartstrings because Py knew Harry Potter, and the last book's title bodes of death... and I can go on and on with the associations)

Again, it is with sadness and excitement that I count the days.

Because I was preoccupied, supporting my husband and his family as they deal with their loss... I was not able to cook up something perfect for my beloved sister's birthday.

I ended up just buying her a pink jacket (for when she goes to Michigan to renew her re-entry ekek) and cute panties. And mudlsides and cake for her party, of course.

I just hope she knows how much I love her :)

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Again, special birthday greetings go out to my bespren Fuz, who I terribly, terribly miss.